HIV IS THE KEY

HIV IS THE KEY

THAT HUMANITY HAS YET TO SEE

THAT GAY LIFE URGENTLY NEEDS TO TURN

FOR ME HIV WAS THE KEY

TO THE EXPERIENCE OF ETERNITY:

FACING OUR MORTALITY IS THE QUICKEST WAY OUT OF LIFE’S ILLUSIONS

BEFRIENDING DEATH IS THE KEY TO ESCAPING THE CONFUSION

ABOUT WHY WE FIND OUR SELVES HERE

BUDDHISTS, HINDUS, PAGANS KNOW THIS

MYSTICAL CHRISTIANS JEWS AND MOSLEMS KNOW THIS

BUT THE MODERN WORLD DOESN’T WANT TO KNOW

IT PREFERS TO MEDICATE AWAY ALL PAIN

KEEPS US OBSESSED WITH THE TRIVIAL AND INANE

GAY LIFE DOESN’T WANT TO KNOW THIS

WE PREFER TO TAKE MORE DRUGS

HAVE MORE SEX PARTIES

DEVOUR MORE FLESH

DESIRE MORE MEN

FOR SOME THIS LEADS TO BODY/SOUL BREAK DOWN

HAS A SECOND PLAGUE COME UPON OUR KIND

BUT THIS TIME THE SICKNESS IN THE HEART AND MIND?

MORE AND MORE BECOME INFECTED

BECAUSE WE STILL TOTALLY MISSING THE MESSAGE

THAT IF WE GET OVER THE FEAR OF DEATH

WE BEGIN A BRAND NEW LIFE

HIV IS THE UNIVERSE TEACHING US TO LOOK INSIDE

OVERCOME OUR EGOIC PRIDE

SURRENDER TO THE WHOLE

THAT WAY GAY LIBERATION CAN COME HOME

SO MANY ARE CHASING A FORM OF LIBERATION

CLAIMING IT THROUGH DRUGS

INDULGING OUR EXTREME DESIRES

EVER SEEKING TO BE HIGHER

WE CHASE CONNECTION

BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT LIFE IS

WE CHASE ECSTATIC THRILLS

COS THERE’S MORE TO LIFE THAN PAYING BILLS

BUT WE DON’T OPEN OURSELVES TO ETERNITY

WE KEEP QUIET ABOUT OUR IMMORTAL SOULS

PEOPLE ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN YOLO (you only live once)

WHEN THE FAR LIKELIER STORY IS YALA (you always live again)

WE’RE MISSING THE GIFT HIV CAME TO GIVE US

A WINDOW INTO ETERNITY

AND THE ABILITY TO SEE

THAT WE CAME HERE TO FIND WHOLENESS

AND INCARNATE DIVINITY

HIV CAME TO SHAKE US UP

AND MAKE US LEARN TO CARE FOR EACH OTHER

BUT WE’VE FORGOTTEN THE LESSONS

AND WE SHOULD BE AWARE

A SECOND PLAGUE MAY BE UPON OUR KIND

MORE INVISIBLE THIS TIME

SCREWING US IN THE HEART AND MIND

IN THE 80S AND 90S WE MET DEATH UP CLOSE

WE LEARNT TO FACE OUR FEARS

THAT WAY SOME OF US SAW THERE’S MORE TO THE MYSTERY

THAN THE MODERN WORLD WANTS US TO BELIEVE

NOW WE TAKE PILLS TO STEM THE VIRUS

NOW WE CAN TAKE ONE TO PREVENT IT GETTING A HOLD IN THE FIRST PLACE

AND WE SELF MEDICATE TO HOLD OFF HARD FEELINGS AND FEARS

IT’S SO LONG SINCE THE DYING DAYS ENDED

WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO US IN THESE YEARS?

I SURVIVED THE FIRST PLAGUE

I TURNED THE KEY

AND NOW I WONDER

WHEN WILL GAY LIFE STOP LIVING IN THE SHALLOW END

HOW MANY MORE CASUALTIES WILL THERE BE?

WE ARE BORN TO BE WHOLE

WE ARE BORN TO BE FREE

WE ARE BORN TO BECOME ALL WE CAN BE

BEINGS OF ETERNITY

BUT WE HAVE TO WAKE UP!!!

WE HAVE REALLY TO FACE ONLY ONE THING

LIFE ISN’T ABOUT ECONOMICS, GRADES, MONEY AND FAME

IT’S ABOUT PLAYING OUR PART IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS GAME

WE ARE EACH A PART OF A DIVINE DREAM

HIV IS A TRIGGER TO OUR AWAKENING

HIV COMES TO TEACH US LIFE IS MORE THAN IT SEEMS

IF WE FAIL TO HEAR IT NATURE MIGHT SEND US HEP C

OR THE TRIALS OF ADDICTION AND DEPENDENCY

UNTIL WE LISTEN TO THE SOUL INSIDE

AND FIND OUR CALLING, FIND OUT WHO WE CAME HERE TO BE

I’m writing this now because I know some get it, most don’t

but if I don’t say it, and again and again

will my survival have been in vain?

leo OFFERED AT THE LEO NEW MOON 2015

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